| money no enough2. |
[Aug. 12th, 2008|10:20 am] |
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| |  content | ] |
yesterday went to yishun gv
with siti achi
to watch Money No Enough 2.
it was a friggin good movie.
i wasn't suprised really.
i mean it's jack neo's film.
his films have so far never disappointed me.
just don't bring your moms
to watch this one. (;
we were supposed to watch
some tamil film
for the heck of it.
but the timings were off.
so we'll do it next week.
hahaha. yes.
two souls super boh liao.
why do you wanna give yourself false hopes
& hurt yourself much more in the future?
stop punishing yourself.
your body, mind, heart don't deserve it. |
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| angeline. |
[Aug. 10th, 2008|10:02 pm] |
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| |  sympathetic | ] |
hey girl,
stay strong k babe.
i know how you feel inside.
just cry your heart out.
sometimes its better
than to cry to yourself inside.
always know that i'm here for you
if you ever need someone to talk to.
i love you.
my greatest condolences. |
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| patriotic. |
[Aug. 10th, 2008|09:24 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  calm | ] |
went to newton around 730pm yesterday
with janbo mambo
to meet up with darren chanbo.
it's been years since i last saw that dude.
he's nothing but a psychopath.
psychopaths are my kind of friends. (:
we were meant to take photos
but we didn't charge the battery
so we ended up taking photos
in the toilet with our phones
so there ya go!
a big photo of us. MUAHA!!
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| a few pointers.. |
[Aug. 8th, 2008|10:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crushed | ] |
finished reading
the curious incident of the dog in the night-time.
it's a nice story.
learnt quite a few things
from the autistic kid.
each time you''re angry, sad
or facing any emotions you don't like,
you just start counting numbers
or think of math equations in your head.
or starting doubling 2s till you get 2^25.
i tried it just now
& it did work.
i think i might start reading
perfume by patrick suskind.
reading does distract me.
after all
i'm not in the best of mood today
& i doubt i would be
for the upcoming days. (: |
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| erased. |
[Aug. 8th, 2008|10:56 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
thrown:
year 06', 07', 08' diary entries of him.
customised birthday cushion of our faces.
customised puzzle of my loved ones.
the birthday journal bought from arts box.
a bouquet of plastic pink roses given for no reason.
a hairclip.
$89 topshop skirt.
purple top from bugis.
a skirt from song and song.
valentine's day gwen stefani's cd.
pink eeyore handphone pouch.
his helmet bag.
his shades bag.
the watch he bought for me which has broke.
the bracelet he bought for me when i came back from KL.
yea maybe it's nice to hear
oh he's so sweet to have bought you all these things.
but what's the point?
what's the point when all this came from someone who never ONCE meant it?
why keep memories of someone who is not worth remembering?
someone whom you thought you knew for years
but turned out to be a complete stranger.
today is the day i got the shock of my life.
today is the day i found out everything
& today is the day that has made me decide to totally erase him.
3 months ago
i knew i was going to regret it
if i threw away his stuffs
cos it was still new.
but now,
i think it's wise that i do
before my already poisoned mind
gets even more poisoned by his words
when all of it are fake.
maybe i'll regret it one day
but i don't really care
or wish to care
cos my feelings have officially turned numb.
if my friend came up to me for advice
& told me about this kind guy.
i know what i'd told her to do.
"just let him fuck off."
& that's what i'm telling myself now.
"just fuck off."
at least this entry
will remind me
that i've thrown away his stuffs. (:
don't be silly and naive
thinking
"i'm a girl. i want my first love to be the last."
you're just friggin 19 years old
& you have about 10 thousand years to live.
ok not 10 thousand but you get the point.
woo. i rock my own socks.
fuck off. |
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| bleah. |
[Aug. 7th, 2008|05:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cold | ] |
tangled tight & bored.
yet not sinking into the future.
walking solitude.
never more than a playmate.
to ange:
wish you all the best darling.
i've been through that situation before
& i'm still alive today.
just be strong & be there for daddy.
he needs his loved ones the most now.
love you.
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| back broken. |
[Aug. 5th, 2008|03:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
ok not literally
but i'm friggin tired.
woke up at 8am today
& accompanied mom
to orchard hotel for her job interview. then had mc for breakfast
at the new starbucks, oppo pacific plaza.
then ended up walking in town. oh rich husband, where are you?
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| Bangkok. |
[Aug. 4th, 2008|05:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  excited | ] |
started the day
with SEOUL GARDEN at takashimaya.
i took about a million prawns.
and a million hotdogs.
choco & strawberry ice-cream.
i'm not really a fan of meat
but still had them anyways.
damn that was one satisfying meal!
then went to konikuniya
and bought myself a book
that i've been eyeing for a while now.
the curious incident of the dog in the night-time.
i've read until page 15 now.
i have a feeling
i'm gonna finish reading by today.
never mind!
there are many more books to buy.
anyways!
nasrul's back from TO-KI-YO!
and has fallen in love with japanese girls. ;)
got a Disneyland Tokyo file,
Tokyo Starbuck's tumbler and mug.
they're friggin awesome!
now i'm thirsty.
looking foward to Bangkok in december!!
countdown: 14 dec 2008.
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| out again! |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|07:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | I Want You - Electrico | ] |
yes.
went to bbatok to alter my white jeans.
then somehow ended up
going to bugis instead. haha.
yes went there in ugly clothes.
oh well.
it's not as if aamir khan's there or sumthing.
then shopped again.
& that was when i came to a conclusion
& jan agreed with me.
"if i can shop like this everyday
i think i'll forget about men."
yep, true.
need to get myself a high pay job then!
bought billabong slippers (pink) & purse (pink.black).
then one topshop singlet.
& just a hairband and bunch of earrings.
nasrul's coming back from tokyo tonight!!
so shall be staying up
to see if he got me anything.
MUAHA. joke!
i'm hungry & wanna shit. |
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| sentosa. |
[Aug. 2nd, 2008|11:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy | ] |
had breakfast at delifrance.
came home
& watched Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind.
damn. still my favourite love movie ever man.
so depressing yet so fuckin romantic!
then slept for while.
went to sentosa with momma and sistro.
it was a fun day out.
took lots of photos.
then ended the day at pizza hut.
now i'm friggin full & tired.
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| magic of sound. |
[Aug. 1st, 2008|08:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  optimistic | ] |
deep into my soul.
desire in the lost eyes.
quenching my heart.
blissful solitary moment. |
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| rubbing noses. |
[Aug. 1st, 2008|09:42 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | w24L | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  worried | ] |
after computing UT yesterday
had such great urge to just run
cos the thought of studying computing
made me super sick!
such a coincidence that
*Monskey messaged me the same thing.
so run away did we!!
Monskey brought me to Clementi
to eat my favourite Nasi Ayam Penyet.
it was power as usual
xcept its soup which lack garam!
then we met K.V to play Counter Strike.
it's been so long since i last played it.
we then left for Sim Lim Square
to buy the disc player for his Spiderman.
"Monskey... i hungry again la.
now you're gonna think i'm monster right."
i was the only one who ate the ayam penyet
and less than 2 hours
i was the one who was hungry again.
hehe. so we went to Blue Diamond
to eat nasi briyani.
WOOO!!
then S called
so we left for Jalan Kayu
to purchase it instead.
but for some reason..
it just wouldn't want to install.
so maybe just next time yea!
i could stay lost in this moment forever.
i love my baby to death. |
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| past. |
[Jul. 30th, 2008|12:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | w24L | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith | ] |
once belief
now not.
once remembered
now forgotten.
it's a shame
just gone to waste.
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| match. |
[Jul. 29th, 2008|11:12 am] |
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| | okay | ] |
woo. yesterday:
lost captain ball's match
to a penalty shoot out.
HOR AMIR HOR.
hehe. no la. joke.
it was fun though.
these 2 pics are my personal faves. (=
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apart from that
i'm supposed to have a job interview
at bugis today
at some perfume shop.
but i'll ditch.
i wanna work somewhere fun.
either sentosa or zoo.
dian's getting help from her friends
to help chris, cath and me
get job at the zoo.
hope hope!! the mummy next week. :D |
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| shop till i drop. |
[Jul. 27th, 2008|10:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy | ] |
my god!
i think i've spent over $500 today.
mom's probably having a heart attack.
hahahaha.
oh my god.
i deserve this man!!
it's been ages since i really shopped.
i friggin love it. =D
2 pair of shoes $59.90 each.
1 bag $49.90.
2 giordano shirts $10 each.
1 giordano belt $9.90.
1 topshop white jeans $115.
1 topshop white skirt $73.
1 topshop pink top $23.
1 pair of topshop earings $18.90.
2 cotton on tops $20 for 2.
3 sets of bra/panties. 2 at $20 each, 1 at $29.90.
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[Jul. 27th, 2008|01:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
Throw away your television
Make the break big intermission
Recreate your supervision now
It's a repeat of a story told
It's a repeat and it's getting old |
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| Don't Be FOOLED. |
[Jul. 22nd, 2008|03:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
keep your mind OPEN!
don't let anything stop you ya.
it's tempting but dude
it's fuckin scary.
REMEMBER, just REMEMBER.
being excited
sekali salah how?!
see la see!
everything only see. hmph!
i'm still deciding whether
to go see s.r. nathan
or not with sammy.
i'm just uber lazy la.
i'm friggin sleepy actually.
i think i go home straight today la.
tai cian! (however u spell it la.)
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| i love my cats. |
[Jul. 21st, 2008|06:48 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  high | ] |
yea my baby zoot is at my feet
looking all cute and all
so i just needed to say here that
i have the cutest CATS in the world.
WOO!!!
anyways.
going to leave house only at 9
then meet ama at 9plus
then head for Airport to les with each other.
mwah. lame joke shila!
then maybe go overnight at Siti's house
then maybe go to school with Chris tomorrow.
see how la!
see how things go.
INDIAN RICE!!
apart from that,
i've decided.
don't mingle with my thoughts anymore.
i rather push myself into a new circle
& get my thoughts heated, excited
than to go back the old rusty area
& be stormed with turbulence of feelings.
FRIEND, FRIEND you're MY FRIEND.
YEA baby!!!
WOO HOO!!
the girls in w24L has formed a Netball team.
haha. it's been ages since i played it.
when was it, sec 4? wowow!
it'll be fun baby.
can't wait. =D
can't wait for the music festival this 26th either.
CIAO!
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| thoughts fighting. |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|01:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
sometimes it may be confusing.
sometimes it's best not to think about it.
cos when you do think about it,
you just put yourself high up just to fall down again.
now, why would you wanna do that?
but some questions are just inevitable.
they need to be answered for various reasons.
am i cool cos i can sense your presence?
would i stay cool if you were never present?
oh, you know what?
what is the best solution to everything?
sleep.
yes, to sleep on it.
but too bad i can't
cos i meeting ama pantat.
boo, i hate you ama! =D |
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